im so tired of all this fucking shit.
things at home fall apart.
the one person that was supposed to care for me must have never really did.
and what am i left with?
i hardly even have fucking "acquaintances"
not that it matters.
not like i can go out.
im so fucked.
how am i supposed to be there for my mom when i can hardly keep myself together?
im so tired of keeping everything inside.
it hurts so much.
all the time. all the time.
and now my future is fucked too.
i cant leave my mom by herself. i cant do that.
ive oficial thrown out my heart. im never going to give it to anyone ever again. this is the last time i ever believe an "i love you" and say it.
ive never felt so alone in my whole life.
i dont mean to look for pity or even comments. i just really needed to get some of this out.
please guys just limit yourselves to "man that sucks"
cuz i dont want to hear anything you dont mean.
im tired of people's games, and lies. thats the last thing i want to hear.