anyway, on a not so happy note.
i think my boyfriend hates me. well not really but, i always put my foot in my mouth and say or do really stupid things that he takes to heart and really personally.
it sucks! and makes me feel like a bad person :[[. i think thats probably why i hate being in a relationship so much. becuase as much as i love the person, it doesnt matter, at one point or another caring so much for them just makes you feel like a horrible person. and i can take THEM being mean er whatever, i can take a lot. but i absolutly hate feeling like i fucked up. and i always seem to do that ;/ im just too blunt and hes just too sensitive. i dont know how to candy coat things;/ and i feel like a relationship should be something where there is nothing you cant talk about. you know? idk. maybe im just crazy.